POP UPs

 

  by Ken DeHaas

       2/1 H&S 70-71

 

 

Remember the pop-up flares? Daytime in a can.  By simply slamming the canister bottom with the palm of

your hand that oppressive, scary darkness was chased away, if only for a fleeting moment. 

 

Huge difference between nighttime in the Nam and bedtime back in the World.  Midnight at home invokes

images of security, love, and peaceful dreams.  As a kid growing up in small-town America me and my

brothers slept snugly sound with the knowledge that our mom and dad were sleeping with one eye open in

their bedroom down the hall.  In this alien land sunset had way different connotations. The danger became

greatly enhanced, the hatred more tangible.  Our shut-eye was a nightmarish wakefulness. 

 

A lot of our twilight time was spent homesteading along various jungle trails in vegetation gone wild. 

We were waiting and hoping for Charles to come ditty bopping our way.  Better known to the brethren as

ambushes, here were some of the unspoken rules.  Better have your dog tags encased in silencers, don’t

talk, don’t fidget, don’t smoke, don’t even breathe.  Don’t you dare nod off.  But if you do succumb to the

sandman, for all our sakes we beseech you not to snore.

 

Also pop-ups seem to kind of depict the way my memories of the Nam have resurfaced.  To be quite honest,

I didn’t even care to remember till a few years ago.  I was so very young back then.  But now, thirty plus years

and counting, it has become paramount to remember those yesterdays and to reunite with my long lost

brothers.  I recall many faces and lots of moments. A lot of names escape me. 

 

But the bottom line is “We were there.  We are one.  We are brothers”.

 

A lot of us were fond of saying “Don’t mean nothin”.  But in retrospect I feel most of us  would now say…

“IT MEANS BEAUCOUP”.